I was going to call this...

Run, Fat Girl, Run. But it was already taken.

Today I received the news that, thank you very much for playing but, I wasn't chosen to participate in the Nike Women's Marathon in San Francisco.

It stings. It burns. It bothers me.

I know they can't hear the voice in my head saying, "You're just not good enough. You're too fat and slow."

But I hear it. Loud and Clear.

I have another blog where I talk mostly about my craft stuff. Right now, I need a place to talk about my running.

My current goal is to make it through the OKC half-marathon at the end of the month. It won't be pretty, but I'm going to do it. Notice I said, make it though.

It's a start.

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